‘I can’t believe I’m not dead’: Pop icon Belinda Carlisle, 62, reveals her desperate battle with alcohol and cocaine almost killed her
Belinda Carlisle has spoken about her former addiction to alcohol and cocaine, admitting she’s surprised to still be alive after her life spiralled out of control.
In an interview with Australia’s New Idea magazine on Monday, the 62-year-old songstress was candid about her long-term drug abuse.
‘I can’t believe I’m not dead,’ she confessed while reflecting on her wild days as the frontwoman of The Go-Go’s and beyond.
‘I can’t believe I’m not dead’: Belinda Carlisle has spoken about her former addiction to alcohol and cocaine, admitting she’s surprised to still be alive after her life spiralled out of control
The Heaven Is a Place on Earth star revealed she decided to get sober after having a vision of herself dead in a hotel room from a cocaine overdose.
‘I knew I couldn’t continue the life I was living,’ she admitted.
Belinda vowed to change her life and has been sober since 2005, which she credits to attending 12-step recovery meetings as part of her treatment.
Fears: The Heaven Is a Place on Earth star revealed she decided to get sober after having a vision of herself dead in a hotel room from a cocaine overdose. Pictured in California in 1983
She now doesn’t drink, smoke or take drugs.
Belinda also practises yoga and has a much healthier outlook on life which she summarises as ‘everything in moderation’.
Reflecting on her decision to get sober during an interview with Loose Women in 2017, Belinda said she got sick of the ‘secrets and lies’.
‘I’ve lost so many friends to drugs and the fact that I’m sitting here is really pretty amazing,’ she said at the time.
Recovery: Belinda vowed to change her life and has been sober since 2005, which she credits to attending 12-step recovery meetings as part of her treatment. Pictured in Utah in 2020
‘You have to hit some sort of rock bottom – mine was a spiritual one. I was telling so many secrets and lies all the time.’
She said she should look like ‘Phantom of the Opera’ given her years of drug abuse.
Belinda also revealed she hid her addiction from her husband Morgan Mason when they tied the knot in 1986.
Lucky: ‘I’ve lost so many friends to drugs and the fact that I’m sitting here is really pretty amazing,’ Belinda said in 2017. Pictured with The Go-Go’s in San Francisco in 1980
‘He knew in a vague sort of way,’ Belinda said. ‘Addiction is a disease of perception. You don’t realise it has an effect on people around you.’
Belinda will return to the stage next year with her Decades tour.
‘I’m really happy and comfortable where I am. I love my life and I feel free – it’s great,’ she added to New Idea.
Back to it: ‘I’m really happy and comfortable where I am. I love my life and I feel free – it’s great,’ said Belinda, who will return to the stage next year with her Decades tour
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